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Blury Vision _ one shot

He sat there and watched her, he looked at her , studied the way her body moved inhaling and exhaling, he moved his head so he could see under the oxygen mask. Her lips were dry and pink from the oxygen, they looked perfect. He followed he eye lids as they flickered. One part of him wondered how long he was there, the other part just wanted her to wake up so he cold see her eyes, he looked around for her stuff, the paramedics had emptied her belongings into a plastic bagie, her watch ,her wallet , stuff like that, her seen her glasses wrapped in tissues, nice thought by the medics. He took them out and began to exam them, occasionally wearing glasses himself he knew how to clean them with out scratching the lenses, he put his left hand under his shirt and with the glasses in his right hand he gently cleaned the lenses , placing each one between his thumb and finger, you know the way, and repeated it on the other lens , he looked through them , making sure his efforts made a difference. All the time not realising that he was being watched by Jenny, although she hadnâ�™t got her frames on she could make out what he was doing, the noise of the rustlings of the plastic bag woke her up, she wasnâ�™t a heavy sleeper, although she didnâ�™t fell like she had slept more like been knocked out. She lay there , looking at him inspecting her glasses , cleaning them and looking at his work, she didnâ�™t exactly know where she was or what happened , but the cent and sight of Brendon made her feel relaxed about what ever had happened.

As he readjusted himself in the uncomfortable visitor chair he folded the arms of the delicate glasses and placed them on the bedside locker, it held a jug of water and a couple of cups. As he looked back at her he didnâ�™t notice her eyes were fixed on his at first, he sat back against the chair and began watching her body move to the rhythm of her lungs, within seconds he realised that those eyes, the eyes he had spent the past few hour looking at , well eye lids, wondering what they were like, he realised that the were no fixed on him, the roles were reversed , he was now the one being looked at not the lookers. He moved his eyes up the sheets and met with Darcys, he was speechless, he was amazed at her eyes, they were even more blue that her had imagined. He just smiled at her and let out a sigh of relief, glad to see her awake.

She move her right hand up from the bed and removed the mask, he lips were slightly stuck together , she opened her mother, proceeded to lick her lips and began to speak,

â�œHe ..hey ,,, on my god me head hurts so bad, whatâ�™s going on?!â� she questioned to her friend.

â�œI should be asking you! You totally fainted in the elevator, I had to be a REAL gentleman and carry you out and get help n all!â� he said in a whiny voice, trying to put a tinge of humour into what he was about to tell her.

â�œ No Way,,â� she began, trying to move up the bedâ� Jesus Iâ�™m totally embarrassed ,,, whatâ�™s more embarrassing is Iâ�™m in this bed in whatâ�™s obviously a hospital and Iâ�™ve a gown on ,,, please tell me were my clothes are?!â�

â�œI totally took themâ� he proclaimed , sitting up in the chair,,,â� Iâ�™ve sold them already on E-Bay â�¦ haha syck!! Nah really I was made wait out side while they did tests and changed you, I did try my best to get a peek but â�¦..â� Jenny began to move awkwardly in the bed not knowing if he was kidding or not.

â�œHey donâ�™t worry Iâ�™m kidding,,â� he continued , realising she was uncomfortable, â�œ they put you stuff in bags, there in there , â�œ he gestured toward the locker.

â�œIâ�™m going to have to let them know your awake, and I kind of took it upon my self to let Amy and the gang know what happened, I didnâ�™t know weather youâ�™d want to let your family know,â� he watched her , waiting for a reaction, but she still was very weak and just nodded in agreement to what he was saying,

He stood up and began to look round for a nurse or someone to let know that she was awake, but he was stopped in his tracks by her voice â�œBrendon whatâ�™s wrong?!â� her voice was shaky as her brain begin to break down what had happened, what ever his answer was going to be wasnâ�™t a good one , she looked at him waiting for his eyes to meet hers , but they didnâ�™t , he just sighed out the words â�œ Iâ�™ll get a doctor, Iâ�™ll be back,â�™ his voice trailed off ,,, his footsteps followed by Darcyâ�™s weak calls â�œBrendon hang onâ�â�¦â�¦â�¦â�¦â�¦

( Another weak attempt â�¦ - Jenn )

A Year of Buzz!!

So its been a whole year since that glorious day I signed up to buzznet. And what a year its been, the ups the down , the concerts the gigs the holidays but most of all the friends.

Ive met so many people on here that have made such a difference in my life, the words I have read , the poetry , the fan fics. Even just the daily blogs, they have kept my brain sain most of the time.

The reason I signed up to buzznet was I searched peter pan into google & a picture came up, (I have it as my backround to my name plate)

Well I just want to say that im glad ive found buzznet, to be honest ive had the worst year of my life, & ive gotten better advice of you guys , at first you were total strangers to me, but there was the things we all had in common , the music, the pictures, the bands the groups.

Basically I just want to say thanks to all of you: Jess , Sarah ,Seb, Taylor , Melissa, Christine, Richard, a tonne of you more, thanks for being my friends J

Slan Mo Chara

STATS

My Friends: 213
Who Links To Me: 198
People With Me As A Favorite: 4
Total Posts: 238
Visits On My Posts: 1,960
Comments On My Posts: 240
Tags On My Posts: 130
Buzz On My Posts: 106
Featured Photos: 1
Comments By Me: 519
Tags I'Ve Added: 223

cead mile failte roche

Just for Shits and giggles.......

Well were do i start?!

Ive got my self a lovely new job, the Litagation dpt of an insurance company, jesus how grown up am I. & I finally got over being let go afew weeks ago, thanks to every one for all hte good thoughts.

As some of ya know i totaled my car, so ife finally got up of my ass and have started lookin for a new one, jsut a small heep, to get me from a to b and c on the weekends.

I still havnt got round to getting a hold of Mr Right but i have found severl Mr Right nows, there was Mr Saterday night, who kept refering to me a his candy pants, which ammused me so he got to buy me a drink haha, he was part of a group of mutial friends so its not like he was Jonny Stranger like. Ifinally got round to getting over the bloke who i thought was right for me, his thoughts was that i was right for him but only on Sat Nights and sundays. eh as if, but ill be honest , it did take ages for me to relaise that. that god im on the look out again. boys beware hehehe :):):)

So its nearly the big C , this year is the maddest ever, well last year and this year, last was the worst and this year was , well is the best year of my nearly quarter of a century life, so far!! Im gettin things back on track, i also may havea new "friend" met him on halloween, when you dont have to have any walls up, hte closthes,or lack of in my costume, make ya feel like it doesnt matter what ppl think, when usually when your out and your shittin it about chattin to a bloke, you think,got my hairs not right, or my colthes scream taky, or dinky, ya get me, but on halloween ya can jsut be your self. any ways i was a "fallen angle" and this the man of the night, he was super man, the cape, the glint in his eye , the lot.

we again , he was a friend of a friend, tru a footy team. so its ok coz i know his , the 6 degrees of seperation people, every one is linked some how..any ways there was dancing and drinks and pictures, and all of a sudden i was being chatted up by superman, i was his lois lane for the night, boys always end up with names for me , its not coz i dont remember mine to tell them?!? haha So wev met acouple of times , not too much hope is being put into this , well not yet, he was dressed up as Super hero , men in thigts does ring bells in my head, any ways ill up date if i update ....... I havnt got really much else to say , this is thie first time i havebeen on line i ages, sorry, miss you guys, sorry i cant post or comment as much as i usualy do..

love jenn xxx

Sandy hook baby ! yEAH

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Eternal Words of Robert "Mint Car"

	3 days ago

	do you know how to write love? the sun is up i'm so happy i could scream! and there's nowhere else in the world i'd rather be than here with you it's perfect it's all i ever wanted i almost can't believe that it's for real So pinch me quick i really don't think it gets any better than this vanilla smile and a gorgeous strawberry kiss! birds sing we swing clouds drift by and everything is like a dream it's everything i wished never guessed it got this good wondered if it ever would really didn't think it could do it again? i know we should!!! the sun is up i'm so fizzy i could burst! you wet through and me headfirst into this is perfect it's all i ever wanted ow! it feels so big it almost hurts! never guessed it got this good wondered if it ever would really didn't think it could do it some more? i know we should!!! say it will always be like this the two of us together it will always be like this forever and ever and ever... never guessed it got this good wondered if it ever would really didn't think it could do it all the time? i know that we should!!!

i wanna be new... i think...?

my god its been ages,,, i havent change in a while,

I need a change of direction
need a change of sox,
need a change of friends
a change of obsession,
coz mines come to an end.

i want a new me,
i think me is boring now,
stuck in a rut
i need to get out
no i in threesome ???
yeah but there is a me in there...

what ever
more like no jen any where.

wtf?!

I crashed my car !!!! jesus!!!

So on Friday I got into a car accident , it was my fault I rear ended a man in front of me , well when I say man I mean 24 year old â�œHOWAYAâ� from some where in Dublin, he was ok.ish about it,. I hit the car at a set of lights, the lights turned green, I was the third car ,. I started to drive too soon and rear ended the guy, its not the bad my car is pretty bad, his car is superficial, ill post pics 2 Moro!

But I cried like a total baby, I mean I was hysterical, there was no stopping me! I had my young cousin in the car with me , so that made it worse on my side, couldnâ�™t help the â�œwhat ifsâ� floating round my head..

It made me realise that I was totally thinking I was super driver, I had to drive the car to the garage on Saturday morning, and I was shitting my self.

At the end of the day no body was hurt, well I am but I cant claim off of myself!! I just thank god I didnâ�™t run into him at more speed I could of hut my cousin, or anybody else.

So Iâ�™ve had an epiphany of sorts. Thereâ�™s a tonne of things that I want to do in my life, a list I suppose , but thereâ�™s wayyyy to many so Iâ�™m gonna post my top ten things to do before I die! That is a crap name, kind of says thereâ�™s something wrong with me when mainly my pride is hurt.

So how about â�œTop ten life long dreamsâ�

If any body would like to comment of add a list that would be cool.

Life is wayyyy to short people take every day as it comes , donâ�™t dwell on things , life donâ�™t wake up every day waiting to die!

Got to go im in work, hopefully ill post later

EMO IN IRELAND!! yEAH!!


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Emo, Ireland Page

World:Ireland:Laois

Latitude

53.0961

Longitude

-7.2100

Altitude (feet)

410

Lat (DMS)

53Â° 5' 46N

Long (DMS)

7Â° 12' 36W

Altitude (meters)

124

Time zone (est)

UTC 0(+1DT)

Approximate population for 7 km radius from this point: 2758

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today,,

today is national " talk like a pirate day" sooo

argh me mateys ,,

i has some good news for yez er ears!!

the captain,, this being me of course, has gotten a new job,, happy days, aarrrgghhh!

thats all i can say,,

other wise things are going down hill rapidly,,, my love intrest decided he wanted to be friend (with benafits) so i said ,, eh ,, bub bye dude!!

so alas me mateys , jenn is a single lass again,, tear!

i miss you

K,, so i havnt been on here in for ever, its all changed and i feel like the forigen exchange student who doesnt know whats going on!!

ive had a chand in my life,, my perspective on things have change big time, the one this that hasnt changed id hte fact the im dislexic and lazy and wont do a spell check,,, im sorry but thats who i am lol!

ive left college and am lookin for work,, i spent too long in america and ran out of money ! my "relationship" was a farce i just couldnt see through my rose tinted shades! but im ok about it, i asked for more lik 100% and he couldnt give it so i said "seeeeyaa" . but moving on,,,, has any one seen fall out boys new vid for " me and you" its so touching that i nearly cried!

thats all for no,, i just thought id post case any body missed me!

ill try get my pics up from my holiday,, but i cant bring my self to look at them,, i miss my family too much!

behave........

jenn